When I asked my case worker, Sue, if there
was anything I could do, I was told I should be glad that I made enough to be taken off.  I was never

told that there was a program that could help me with my day care.  When I said I'd have to quit my job because I couldn't make it, I was told I'd be sanctioned.  When my mother  called & talked to Jim Greer (the County Director) to see if he could help, I was told by my case worker's supervisor I had no right to go over her head.  So what could I do? I was caught in a no-win situation.  I did quit my job.  I chose to close my welfare case to avoid being sanctioned.  I am trying to do daycare, but I'm not making it.  I am a month and a half behind in rent and live in fear of eviction.  Through it all, I can't help remembering that if the help could have
continued for two more months, I  could have had a
job, a career.  Two months.  The difference
between self-respect and shame.  It is only 60 days, but it made all the difference in my life.  I am not alone.  I speak for many who can not.  We are the reality, not the stereotype.  I am a good mom and I demand respect for myself and all the others and the job we're doing with our children.  I want respect and an end to the policies that keep us oppressed and disrespected.  For my daughter's sake, I will feel shame no longer.